I've left.

As I sat on my seat on the plane, it slowly started to sink in. that moment in my own world, felt like those times when i sat at the backseat of the car after sending someone off at the airport. it felt like those times when i gazed into the freeway and the black night sky, hoping to spot a hiding group of twinkling stars or a distant airplane.

Its that feeling, of loneliness.

Though i blew an air kiss at the people who sent me off, though i smiled and waved as i went through the boarding gate, it was all with a heavy heart.

gosh will i miss the tropical weather in my home country.
gosh will i miss snuggling with the monkey behind a good movie on the laptop.
gosh will i miss the random mamak and shisha sessions found abundantly in ss15.
gosh will i miss losing in catan at meeples.
and GOSH, will i miss all my dear friends.

You can never be prepared. Year after year, I get bombarded with high expectations and well wishes from people who knew I would go. And I guess I knew it was just a matter of time. So I sucked it up, prepared to move on with life.


But like I said, you can never be prepared. for everything you left behind, and for that whole new world you're about to discover.

♥ Chui Nee scribbled her thoughts at 7:23 PM
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